week in review

well to say the least Monday through Sunday wasn't the grandest in the history of Syd. Life once again has thrown me into chaos. I ended one relationship only to feel like another is shoved to the side. I've lived this whole week in a state of feeling lost. On top of that I've realized I lost my passion. I had always wanted to be one thing and one thing only. Then one day I woke up deciding that it wasn't what I wanted to do with my life. Now I feel like I have no direction. Maybe I need a change of scenery? A change of pace? Take a few risks to find what I'm looking for?

Where should I go? Back to Boise? Salt Lake City? I have friends in Las Vegas? I love San Francisco? 

How am I suppose to do this?