"The world aint all sunshines and rainbows, its a very rough mean place and no-matter how tough you think you are, it will always bring you to your knee's and keep you there, permantly if you let it. You or nobody aint never gunna hit as hard as life. But It aint about hard you hit, its about how hard you can get hit and keep moving foward, how much you can take and keep moving forward. If you know what your worth go out and get what your worth but you've got to be willing to take the hit."

found this on a fb from somebody whos a friend of a friend. I kinda fell in love with it!

My Cowoker shared this with me for no apparent reason

 so I thought I would pass along the charity.

Its a poem by God knows who

and its slightly distrubing FYI.

Don't you ever laugh as a hearse goes by,

for you may be the next to die.

They wrap you up in a big white sheet,

And cover you up from your head down to your feet.

They put you in a big black box,

And cover you up with dirt and rocks.

All goes well for about a week,

And then your coffin begins to leak.

The worms crawl in, the worms crawl out,

The worms play pinochle* on your snout.

They eat your eyes, they eat your nose,

They eat the jelly between your toes.

A big green worm with rolling eyes,

Crawls in your stomach and out your eyes.

Your stomach turns a slimy green,

And pus pours out like whipping cream.

You spread it out on a slice of bread,

And that's what you eat when you are dead.

nOtes

[{I believe In}]

Everyone has some kind Sparkle
One True Godly Love with Another Person

Happy Endings

Smiles say a thousand words

Faith is need

Be Honest even when it Hurts

Find One's true self

Speaking the way you Eat

There is beauty in doing Nothing

A Balance of Good&Beauty

[{I do not Believe in}]

Being Scared

Regret

Only one Friend

Living just to Die

Holding Back
Looking down when Walking

Reminds me of one of my dear Friends, John

I feel this way about some people...

Fisher of Men



http://www.ponandzi.com/



Totally the same thing between us and God!!



Saturday, Sunday, Monday

I can't blog for the life of me. I've started this post 4different ways. I wana do is share my weekend and Monday with you, but its currently 5:13am on Tuesday morning and I'm simply exhausted at this very moment. So I will make a list of the events that occurred with small synopsis attached. Hope it all or at least some of it make sense.

• Saturday- started with work then morphed into packing/moving our entire house to a new location. After a few hours I cleaned myself up to chill with friends for one of our Friend's birthday. It was truly a blast. We saw "Thor" (it was good, but the love plot could have been better forsure.) then we grabbed grub at Red Robin. And as we always seem to accomplish, we some how pissed off our waitress (no worries shes fine.) After that we reconvened in a park to play, but the sprinklers where on. So we just sat there talking for a while then parted ways to visit our beds.
• Sunday- tis was church. Which wasn't all that bad. Worship was good (had a hard time really getting into it due to a preoccupied mind). Directly after the music Kimmie and I drove over to help our Parents with the rest of the moving-o-crapOla. Yay we finished the moving that was nice. Oh and I pretty much hammered the nail down that I hurt some body's feeling due to the night festivities on Saturday, so that its simply stated I don't see the reason why their so butt hurt. (pretty sure they don't read my blog and if they do oh well [: )
• Monday- again started with work which wasn't all that bad, but work is work. Once done with my means of finical living I agreed to go to up north for a church devotion with a few friends. And let me tell you it was a much needed experience. The speaker (who was a girl about my age) was awesome, totally in tune with Jesus. I really want to have a similar but totally personal relationship like she does with Jesus. The worship as another Oober Plus!! We don't get worship like that down here, but that's ok. Oh and the people where amazing, everyone introduced them selves, and really made me feel welcome. As the cherry on top the car ride home was bust'n with crazy conversation. The lack of sleep I have this morning is worth the time spent in good company last night.

Now it is Tuesday. I'm at work and going to take naps between my calls then on my lunch. Then I'm going to go wrestle with the licencing bureau.
Have a blessing Packed day Amigo!!

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Ello Mates!,
How ye all been? Good, Good

I've done it again. I completed another listed item on the 101 list. Yay me! I lasted entire month with out the sugary, caffeine pumped, coloring adding, addicting flavors of SODA. ok honesty circle: I did have one soda in May because Del Taco doesn't having anything else worthy to drink at 6:45 in the morning, but I redeemed myself by not having a swig on June 1st. Ha in all those faces that thunk I was addicted, no way jose. I'm clean!

If your truly "Christian" then you don't play religion.

You seek intimacy with God daily

placing your life in his hands so that he can fulfill his plans through you.

Tables Turned

Ha! HaHa! Ha!

The tables have turned-O-great fate. Now we have the upper hand. What ya gonna do about it? Hmmm? Hmmm? Yes exactly! Your gonna do nothing about it cause you can't. HA!

This week has been a blessing. First of all my family was able to find another place to move into this weekend. This will have been 5th home we've made since being back, but at least we have a house to call home. Second my parents received the back pay for the "Injured Spouse Tax". Allowing them to fix their truck, forsure forsure get our new place, pay some bills, and occasionally buy me breakfast :) Third last night's devotion was awesome in spite of who was there (no names allowed, that's rude!) . I've also decided to step back in Echelon (our church drama ministry group) and maybe with time I'll become a leader again. No rush though. The weekend also promises good trinkets. Tonight me Sister is/I'm dog sitting and Saturday night I'm going out to see Thor followed by some delicious grub for my friend, Robert's Birthday. I super hoping/praying/crossing my fingers/crossing my toes/wishing on stars that it will be a fantastic event. He deserves a drama free night, oh and if you pray send one along with Robert's name in it. -Thanks

I think that's everything.

Ta Ta for now Reader!

Some new some old all pretty good.

1. I think part of a best friend's job should be to immediately clear your computer history if you die. 2. Nothing sucks more than that moment during an argument when you realize you're wrong.
3. I totally take back all those times I didn't want to nap when I was younger.
4. There is great need for a sarcasm font.
5. How the hell are you supposed to fold a fitted sheet?
6. Was learning cursive really necessary?
7. Map Quest really needs to start their directions on # 5. I'm pretty sure I know how to get out of my neighborhood.
8. Obituaries would be a lot more interesting if they told you how the person died.
9. I can't remember the last time I wasn't at least kind of tired.
10. Bad decisions make good stories.
11. You never know when it will strike, but there comes a moment at work when you know that you just aren't going to do anything productive for the rest of the day.
12. Can we all just agree to ignore whatever comes after Blue Ray? I don't want to have to restart my collection.....again.
13. I'm always slightly terrified when I exit out of Word and it asks me if I want to save any changes to my ten-page technical report that I swear I did not make any changes to.
14. I keep some people's phone numbers in my phone just so I know not to answer when they call.
15. I think the freezer deserves a light as well.
16. I disagree with Kay Jewelers. I would bet on any given Friday or Saturday night more kisses begin with Miller Lite than Kay.
17. I wish Google Maps had an "Avoid Ghetto" routing option.
18. I have a hard time deciphering the fine line between boredom and hunger.
19. How many times is it appropriate to say "What?" before you just nod and smile because you still didn't hear or understand a word they said?
20. I love the sense of camaraderie when an entire line of cars team up to prevent a jerk from cutting in at the front. Stay strong, brothers and sisters!
21. Shirts get dirty. Underwear gets dirty. Pants? Pants never get dirty, and you can wear them forever.
22. Sometimes I'll look down at my watch 3 consecutive times and still not know what time it is.
23. Even under ideal conditions people have trouble locating their car keys in a pocket, finding their cell phone, and Pinning the Tail on the Donkey - but I'd bet everyone can find and push the snooze button from 3 feet away, in about 1.7 seconds, eyes closed, first time, every time.
24. The first testicular guard, the "Cup," was used in Hockey in 1874 and the first helmet was used in 1974. That means it only took 100 years for men to realize that their brain is also important.

Ladies.....Quit Laughing.
Heal the past, live the present, dream the future.
Enjoy life!!!

LOVE!! &WILL HAVE!!