does anyone else have a bipolar life?
cause i totally feel like my is.
earlier this year i was on a smooth road of contentment and finding out who i was. i read inspiring books, watched deep movies, made a whole list of things to be done, found a relationship, was reaching for opportunities for photographs, was honest to God wanting to get deeper in love with my Creator. then a couple months ago i face planted into a wall. i can't say with solid conviction what the wall is, but it has me stuck. i can't walk around it, i can't climb it, i can't dig under it. my nose is pressed firmly against the cold stone like i'm a mischievous kid who needs a time out. as far as i know i'm not deserving of a time out.
i want all this to change back to the "high". i want to be back to the happy. i want this stupid situation with my friend to be over. i want to have a passion to draw closer to God. i want to wake up and can't wait to find some adventure to photograph. i want to find the true someone ment for me. i don't want to be angry or depressed or in stuck looking at this wall
how do i change back?
how do i keep it from happening again?
what do i do?
- sydnee
- Santaquin, Utah, United States
- Ding-a-ling, a-ling... hello? this is Me… I am made in God's image there for I am beautiful. The list is a little insight to the rest of me. -I♥films {I tend to become in thralled with the movie beyond normal in thrallment} -I♥food& have a distaste for exercise -I read like a mad scientist experiments -I procrastinate when I feel like it -I'm an armature snap shot photographer -I♥driving with my windows down -I♥playing in the Rain -I try to be as real as possible -I hate dishonesty -I♥Mac&Cheese with cut up Hotdogs mixed in -I don’t always know what I want -I take naps when I can -I♥ comedy -I can be crafty when it suits me -I♥ spending time w/my closet friend -I want to travel Ect….
