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Thursday, April 7, 2011

the hopeless case

Doesn't that sound like a great inspiring title of a future book? Or at least a Nancy Drew novel. Well I think it does even if it doesn't have to deal with my topic for this current post at all.

The current topic is Anxiety. Anxiety is a psychological and physiological state characterized by somatic, emotional, cognitive, and behavioral components, According to Wikipedia.

Anywhoo so basically anytime your paranoid or nervous you've got yourself a case of the Anxieties. YaY you!!

As for signs and symptoms. They very from one end to the other of whatever oddity that happens when you freak. For example I get a stomach ache and my finger tips go numb, while my arms start to throb.

Now the reason I am discussing this with you is because all three are happening now. My stomach is kill'n me, I've lost the tips of my fingers (imagine how hard it is to type without them) , and the forearms are pumpn like I been doing pull ups for a century. I have a good idea why its happening, but that just means that tonight may suck or be over the top change'n. I don't know which.

Now I really have you pondering why I be'n nervous about tonight. Well its not necessarily that its tonight its more of the people who will be at the tonight. The slightly more important one is a guy. lol its always a guy. But this one is oober dumb because he's not even available. At all!!! not one little bit. And life moves on and on. As for the other people I dont even know. Some are friends and others hate me. Its probably the haters that make me super nervous because they use to be friends. I miss the friendship with them, but highly doubt they so much as give a wink about me. Which is fine, it just sucks.

At least I will be fed amazing food and get listen to a great speaker. And if I'm a super doper lucky duck I may even get something from God.

Until next time my friend, Ciao!