These are some of my old post from my myspace account that I just want here. That way I can see them when I feel like it. Plus I think their awesome!! lol---------------------------------------------------------------------------
OnE TwO......ThReE FoUr...
March 23, 2009
Does anyone know the feeling you get when you just......relized that you've dropped your phone in water and your whole life has the possiblity of coming to a frying end??
I do.
This last week has been nothing but a FRYING mess of mylife. This week maybe the same. I dont know. What I do know is that I will dance it off. I will shrugg my shoulders in reblion, shouting at the top of my lungs "(_________)!!". I've wasted this entire week on meaningless situations when I could have been walking home. Home to those who listen to what I have to say, simply because they want to...I'm home.
I am ready to take on the world again. I am standing again. Try and knock me down now. This time its all me.
Lets tumble, World.
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RevolutioN
February 16, 2009
RestleSSneSS can drive a person insane. i am restless! i feel like i'm suffocating. I want a 360 turn around in my life. Only God can do that for me. last thursday a friend who is becoming very close to me reassured my faith in God. She told me what i've heard from time to time as i've grown up. On sunday i cried. i realized how words cant describe what Jesus did on that day, he gave up his life for us, for me. how amazing?
i want to live every moment for God. what i do in the small time i have here on earth is no comparison to what he did in those last hours leading him to the cross. i am restless! i can feel a stirring. i am right now starting to live for God. i am a chosen daughter of the highest KING. i want to challenge you to 'check yourself'. are you doing what God wants you to do? are you living how you want to live for God? what are you called to do for him?
We are the generation that will fill the gap. We are the generation that will stand up and fight. We are the generation that will do God's will.
Are you RestleSS??
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Parental Units
January 28, 2009
{Par-ent-al Un-it-s} noun; a set of two people, generaly male and female who have one or more child(ren) together...
Everyone in the world has parental units.
These are the people who govern your life until you run like hell for the farthest apartment with a bestfriend or two. I wana say sorry to all of you who have a different relationship with your mom and dad [than I do] for what ever reason. Dont get me wrong I love my Bosses. They feed me, let me use their car, and much much more. But............Oh my hell! Parents are the worst pain you will ever feel in you left ass cheek. They may love you deep down inside, the real truth is they enjoy making you suffer. To the FULLEST. Did everyone hear me?? One parent can be handled for the most part. You can come to an agreement with one parent. When it comes to two all hope is lost. Moral education goes out the window and in flys the bitch slaps. As of late my parental units and I have not be getting along very well. I'm what you would call a difficult child. I frimly believe that once I leave the shelter of mom and dad, our family will be able to show the love that is hidden under all the junk we throw at each others face.
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Carl's Jr. Population
January 10, 2009
Have you ever sat at a Carl' Jr. for six hours? Neither had I til today. The story of why I've been here for so long is lame. We'll move straight to my observations of the customers I have seen today. Through out the length of a day all fast-food places have "rushes". Carls has had 4. The people who cause these so called rushes vary in size, race, amount of persons in a group, and attitudes. One group I saw this morning contained two males in their late 20s early 30s. Both were heavy set in proportion. Each wore slacks that raised above their navels, held in place by suspenders, with button down church shirts. They worn matching glasses. I was surfing the web and playing music at the same time they were sitting down at the table kiddy corner to me. While tweddle de and tewddle dum ate breakfast. The man closes to me would look of his shoulder to watch me. I am not sure why he felt to need to do this. His, I now assume is the brother also looked over his shoulder while eating. The only logical reason to this odd behavior I can come up with would be both men wanted to make sure that no one would sneak in from behind to steal their Carls Jr. feast. LOL. The pair of them made me laugh. People are funny to watch. If you ever get the chance to sit in a public venue for hours, watch how those around you act. You will be trying to contain yourself from bursting :)
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Burned Alive
January 23, 2009
For an English class I've been reading a book titled Burned Alive written based on a young girl's life from the Palestine territory. Her name is Souad. When she was 19 gasoline was poured over her head with a match tossed into her face. Why was this done? For the sake of honor. Souad grew up in a village that believes the father has the privilege, the right to discipline the females with in his family when he sees fit. For whatever the reason maybe. The word discipline is a soft word compared to the events that truly take place behind shut doors. There is no way for me the simply tell you the raw abuse given out like red balloons at the fair. With in this book you discover how different our worlds are. That there are women and children at this very moment living in fear. Afraid they will not wake up tomorrow morning. My heart breaks with each word that I continue to read. I use to have the assumption that my life was hard. Now I understand that what I go through everyday has no weight against what so many girls endure each waking second of each day. Please read Burned Alive by Souad. Open your eyes to the horror of so called 'Honor Killing'. I have yet to finish the book. At the last page I only hope that Souad has forever escaped the life she left behind for the unknown future. A warning to everyone this book's subject matter is not for the carefree person, but for those who need more depth to understand or at least deal with their own lives. I do urge all of you to attempt to complete the first chapter.
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If you actually read all of these old post? Bless your heart, you've made my day ;)
